我记得 你忘了

Be in love by someone is the most happiness.

Hope you have make a right choice.

God bless you.

I miss you so much since our last time meet. Really surprise when we recall how we met.

First thing that you never know is when i was invited you out for movie, is meant that i only want to watch movie with you. At the end you brought group of friends, i don't want to say so much as long as you happy enough.

What am i suppose to say, when i already sacrificed so much, is ok. When things happened, i willing to accept the consequence.

You will never know that how am i disappointed when the appointment is cancelled by you.At the beginning of year, i was promised we are going to gather during semester break, however, the time is still not fixed. When the time is fixed, you able to break your promise. I know is my false for not update you the place, and whether the event is still on. This is because when i confirm a date, mean that the event will still going on no matter what had happened.

In the end, What can i say? i will let you go, instead of quarrel with you. As you were going out with your relatives who you hardly meet.

In my heart, i think sometimes we really need to give people to make their own choices. Only them can responsible to the decision made by them.

When i know that you are in stress because of study, i am sad too. You will never know, i am more worry than you are.

i don't want you to be so suffer, as i know assignments are getting people feel stress and stress.

when you tell me you are fine

i can't stop my thinking on are you lies or serious?

when you said you fail to enrol in master, what my first feeling is sad, following by happy , at first, you can't meet your target, i feel sad for you. On second thoughts,  i want you to able to cope your study. Although now you are abit hard to cope, that's why i don't want you to be so misserable in study master. Dreams is good when you able to cope it and achieve it.

I feel so suffer when i can't able to share your problems. Howver, i still concern about your everything.

Concern about your life, your club and things that you face. i really want to help sometimes, if you never want to let me know what is going on, how am i going to help you. i have no idea what can i do except talking to you.

When i realized there is breaking promise happening in between, i really confuse am i met a friend who only good in telling white lie to hurt me.at your point of view, you might think white lie won't hurt people, but when the person know everything, the hurt is double!!

if you can't cope so much why don't you let it go? when you want more, you need to put more effort on it. As the effort will bring stress and burden for you, is a better you let it go. as nobody will appreciate the things people sacrifice. Must know yourself strength, when enough mean enough, don't be too greedy, else you will end up suffering.

When you hang out with guys, i feel so jealous, and thinking how good if i am still there. On the other hand, i will think is good you have those kind of friends.

my feeling is so contradict as i also no idea should i continue to be like that?

If you think of your future, you will know life is nothing as you able to suit yourself in it and enjoy it.

let change your thinking,

or maybe you can try to manage your own time for your activities and study.

very glad that you willing to share something with me

even you are in far away.

you will never know, in this world there is someone still concening you,

organise some events waiting you to participate.

unfortunately, this seem have no happening.

key concern in this ariticle is my voice of heart.

as simple as that

recently my thoughts might be a lot, but i just want to share with you.

You may say why don't you say this earlier, or something at begginning.

everytime i try to talk to you,

everytme i feel very hard to express my feeling.

So,

The answer is am i giving this opportunity to say so ?

Lastly, When i said i like you mean i love you.

Regards,

JQ

Start working on 5 April 2010. Time really flies. Didn't notice now almost one month already since i start to work.

Really miss my uni time. Although is hard when come to assignments and exams.

In a working life, what you all have is just work and work.

the weekend become so precious for you to rest. After resting one day, then start go back to work again.

Ces't La Vie

爱上开水 无色无味的清淡

爱上静坐 无声无语的自然

爱上吹风 让头发的香味轻轻飘散

爱上雨天 冲走不愉快的沉重烦恼

爱上黑夜 周围环境顿时宁静

爱上呼吸 感受着下一秒的希望

爱上睡觉 喜怒哀乐可以暂时放掉

爱上她 我学会犹豫不决

爱上你 我学会孤单...

昨天朋友想给我一个惊喜，之前就想在骗我。

先是Peggy，真的还以为她这星期六不得空，给的理由竟然是有马来西亚的朋友要来找她，她需要陪朋友。好咯，本来是打算煮螃蟹给她吃的，她不得空就算了，改天吧！（这个没有被我发现有问题）

再来就是Tommy,很突然的来向我要Ching Mun的电话，还说什么有HRM的notes要给她，我当时就已经怀疑，看来我的怀疑还是没错。当时我就问他，Fiona也拿这科为什么你不要把notes给她，而要给你认识不久的人。应该是被我揭穿了，就讲了些不是理由的理由。我就已经猜到有问题了。

当天

早上，跟朋友去寺庙拜拜，然后就去吃午餐。吃完了，June就告诉我她等下要回家忙别的东西，而我也就回家。回到家online跟她谈到一半，那时大概四五点吧，她就说要睡觉了，我当然没想到什么。（这个也演到很好，没被我发现。）

接下来的，就露出一点点的问题了，Ben就问我等下要不要去Asian grocery买点东西，顺便吃晚餐。我就回他，你想跟Fiona去，我就不去当灯泡了，他马上回答说没关系。我就说，：“应该可以吧！5点去”。 他就去Fiona家了，说等下五点再来载我。

五点多了，Ben跟Fiona来载我了，进了屋子，我想穿普通的出去，反正是吃顿晚餐而已，Ben就说：“穿好看一点！”然后，我就假装拿一件T-shirt出来，说穿这件应该可以吧～他就说不要，那件不适合。又说Peggy也有一起去吃晚餐。然后，我就拿了那天买的一件衣服，就穿了起来。（到这里，已经有一点点的问题，因为跟Peggy的说法有点出入。）所以，就去载了Peggy,然后再去QV。到了那里，他们三个很像鬼鬼祟祟的在那里讲话，这就让我怀疑了，而且，又很像在拖时间似的。在那边问我意见，问我什么东西在那里啦～有的没的，最让我发现问题的是Fiona，竟然指着辣椒，问我说这是你上次买的Miso吗？这也让我发现了他们有是隐瞒我，所以，我就说“你们在演戏演到很假。”）就真的很不自然，跟平时的他们不一样，一下子拿东西，一下子又放全部回去。这些人真奇怪叻！

然后，就到Woolworth买东西，买了还真的不少。也没办法，陪他们拿东西到车上，还蛮重的。然后，就去到Peggy的家，他们特地给我拿少一点东西，我也没觉得什么？到家了，Peggy就放了东西上楼去，我就想说，看看她的新房间。然后，上去了，就很奇怪，首先是Peggy,进房间了，怎么还没开灯？然后又听到她在叫。我就慢慢的走去。但是，左手边突然有白色的东西挥来回挥去。我就已经有了心理准备，肯定有事了，他们想用布袋包我的头。但是很不小心弄到我的眼镜，我就在那边拿住我的眼镜，让他们拖我走。走着走着，我突然伸手去拉开其中一个抬我的人的面巾，看了那个人都觉得很好笑。是Ernest。他们没想到遇到那样的是我还可以那么的冷静面对，所以，看到是他，我就明白了，所以，惊喜是突然被抬起的那一刻。也不是很吓倒。只是觉得很好笑，被朋友耍了。他们还问我，为什么没被吓倒，我说，我走着的时候，已经看到房间有影子了，所以，…然后，就问我感想，我就说，我想都不敢想。

感谢

不过，还是要感谢June,Anna,Jenny and Penny。谢谢你们抽空出席我的生日派队。 Tommy,谢谢你的精心策划。

Adrian, ernest, 谢谢你们的到来，还有拉你们的朋友来。 Ben ,Fiona,Vivian 感谢你们的游戏还有带动。

Anthony,Fil, Soon Tiong and Soon Hau 很高兴你们能够帮我的生日，非常的感激。

Peggy 谢谢你的骗局，还有场地，真的很不好意思，为了我的生日，把你家搞到这样乱。

 谢谢大家,还有祝福我的朋友:P 愿你们健康,快乐.幸福.

情人节的前一天,他离开你身边      只剩下你无止尽的想念
那一夜我陪着你,你哭了一整夜    你是否知道我对他一样很想念
直到有一天我和他碰面     在那间我们常去的咖啡店
才知道有些感受    我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们之间隐藏了什么   除了我自己没人懂
可是你,你怎么说   你知道后是不是从此避开我
哦,我一样难过   多希望我们不曾相识过

才知道有些感受    我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们都是最好的朋友    谁会有勇气去开口
不在乎不再难过   我们还有好大好大的天空喔～
故事的最后   我们都不曾失去过什么
噢～

我们依然是朋友

这首歌虽然很久了,但突然觉得特别有感触。跟你们分享吧。对于最近的几个月，我的BLOG没有一直更新，真的很抱歉。也许我的读者也越来越少了。

但没关系，我还是会尽量写些好的东西，来跟大家分享。

最近所发生的一切一切，让我有点出乎意料。我第的家竟然会进小偷，破窗进入，然后手提电脑，照相机被偷了，损失不小，好在人没事。

有时真的没有那种心情去写，因为我不太想跟人家分享我的心事，也许吧~而且写了未必见得有帮助。我比较喜欢跟人家谈，但不喜欢写。

所以，应该会减少写吧~但不至于不会写。最近的马来西亚的政治有点乱，但还是搞不清楚他们到底在玩什么把戏~

现在考试也完了，闷的时候又要开始了，由于H1N1（A）流感的原因，让我想到处走走都有点担心，所以只要呆在家里，做一些无聊的事情。

比如说，对着电脑发呆， 还有，想想等下要想些什么，这就是我最近的生活了。

很想学校快点开课，这样一来我又有东西可以忙了，不然我的日子真的很难过。昨天去面试，老板竟然不请我，原因很简单，就是我快要毕业了，他会浪费时间来培训我，

然后，我也不能长期做工。是一份餐馆的工，还说什么马来西亚人照顾马来西亚人，那都是骗人的。最主要的是你能在那里做多久，能替他卖命多久。

不过，也好，我早已有了心理准备，所以，我再找看其他的工作咯！

recently swine flu cases increasing dramatically. Hope it won't spread too fast.

情绪正在整理中......

Just reached tasmania, it really a nice place to travel.

finally can relax myself already, but still have few more days to travel around here.

hope it will be great.

Long time didn't update my blog already,

so sorry for any inconvenience cause to my readers~~